Wow.  I hope I can get back to blogging or writing a diary.  I guess I should write a personal diary too.  The reason is that I'm now a Mrs. and there must some things that I need to ponder and express before directly expressing it to my loved ones.

I mean there are more to think about after you get married, especially I'm living with my M-i-L (Mother-in-Law).  Well .... we'll call her Mil from now on.  It's really a challenge for me (I guess my close friends know better).  However, for those who haven't seen me for quite some time, I've changed.  Well, that's the comments from my friends whom have not seen me for 2 years or more. I guess work really trains you.  And whatever situation you fall into, it's an experience too!

Now, I'm working at school (which is 6:33 pm).  Marking students' work.  Waiting for Teddy to get off work too.  I hope to keep in touch with some xanga buddies (Vancouver friends) who are still writing about their life.  After all, time is really running out for me because I have to dedicate some of them to new parties in my life.

Oh, by the way, honeymoon was great!  I'll try to post some pics, either here or on fb.  Most likely if I can make it on fb, I should be able to upload it here ^-^

That's about it for my 1st 2009 entry!

It's been such a long time that I haven't pondered much about my life.  I admit that I have so much to learn in my life.  One major part is relationship, again.  I want God to teach me kindness and patience.  I want to be more caring.  I know that God will turn me into so.  I want to be supportive to Ted.  I want to understand him more.  But now, I need to understand how I can improve myself. 

That is very important.  God, please grant me the wisdom.  I need it.  Really need it.  I'm at the pivot point of my life.  Something needs to be done.  Now.  Immediately.  I need a change.  A total change.  From top to the bottom.  From inside to the outside.

That's what I promise you in God.